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January 13, 2007
Am I In a Relationship?
Well, dear reader, I'm a bit confused about my situation.
I spent Thursday night and Friday and half of Saturday with Mr. Pilot. We went out to dinner together, watched TV together, read the newspaper together, slept together, wandered around in towels getting ready for lunch together. He read aloud to me for hours, and we laughed at goofy things like how nipples are divided up in the animal kingdom. (In case you're wondering, the river otter has four.)
It was so comfortable, so sexy, so something I haven't had in years.
But now that I'm home with no established plans to see him again, I'm back to that in-between stage that eerily resembles the First Circle of hell. (The ground is firm, grassy and pleasant and the air is clean and fresh, but you know that the Second Circle--an infernal storm that lashes the Lustful in darkness with rage and punishment--is just around the corner.)
Bah.
